Feeling 110% this week

July 21, 2018

Thursday morning my entire left arm was numb, tingling, and painful. I was home alone with the kiddos and thought damnit after all this I am going to die of a heart attack! After 30 minutes the pain continued. I was freaking out. I called Jamie to come home and asked him if he knew how to do CPR hahah! My Mom also came over just in case I had to go to the hospital. I thought this was it guys lol!! I called my nurse who spoke with my NP and she reassured me it was most likely a pinched nerve because I did a lot of water sports the weekend before and have been carrying Zacky in his backpack a lot lately. She said to have someone massage the area and we will monitor. So Jamie massaged my back for over an hour! I have the best hubby ever. By the end of the day it went away. Phewwww

Other than my almost heart attack lol I feel SO good this week. The extra week off from chemo has been a blessing. My sister&brother-in-law have been up visiting since Wednesday so it was great to see them and their beautiful family! We celebrated Jamie’s grandfathers 90th birthday today! He is such an inspiration and one of the nicest most heartwarming people I know. Happy Birthday Grandpa! Also celebrated my cousins Bridal shower (both events were at the Puritan, at the exact same time). What are the chances of that lol! You looked beautiful today Bryanna! 

Life is SO good. I don’t get upset over the little things anymore. I am thankful and blessed for good/healthy days which I use to take for granted. I see and view things differently. A sunset that I might have blown off before I now sit and soak in. Living in a small house that I constantly felt we were outgrowing I now embrace and love that I don’t have to walk far for a hug or kiss. I am enjoying life more than I ever have. 

Fred has completely changed my life. I’ll be honest he sucks and he’s such an asshole for putting me through this BUT he has also brought so much happiness in my life. And I appreciate life in a way I would never have before if it wasn’t for him.

Live❤️Love❤️Laugh