Taking a break from nursing

After MUCH thought and going back and forth I decided to take some time off. Its been over a month since I left Hillsborough County Nursing Home and gahhhh its been SO incredibly hard. I see commercials or social media thanking healthcare workers and I’m like wow.. you suck Kelly and just have this horrible guilt for leaving. I try to remind myself of the past 2 years though and how hard I fought to stay alive and how I need to continue fighting and staying healthy and safe! Not just for me but my 2 beautiful children and husband. We have been through enough as a family and I can’t bare to think of another journey. I just can’t. I recently found out HCNH has confirmed cases including residents and staff members. I can’t tell you how heart breaking this is. PLEASE pray for them 🙏 ALL MY LOVE HCNH! ❤️❤️❤️